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Thursday, May 01, 2008

:) i love him.

I tried to go n like i never knew you
i'm awake but my world is half asleep
i pray for this heart to be unbroken
but without you all im going to be is
incomplete

If hes good to you; its worth it. everytime

When he turns away, tries to get your attention
asks you about it. he cares more than hes willing
to show

i'm sitting here as the girl who has her heart broken only once.
i don't wish that on anyone not even my worst enemy even
though i could sometimes say she deserves it. 
i am also sitting here as the girl who has learned not to regret anything.
it's definately hard to do since i know if i had acted differently several
things could have been changed. you just have to believe that it will
work out in the end and it will trust me. 
i am sitting here as the girl who broke someone's heart without breaking my own.
not meaning  i wasn't hurt by it or sad but meaning that my heart wasn't
in it in the first place. not meaning that i don't care for him because
believe me, i do. it just wasn't meant to be and i know it is a terrible
thing and i'm not proud of it but it took a lot of learning of myself to
figure it out.
i am sitting here as the stupid girl who is falling for the guy who broke
her heart in the first place. it feels like a lifetime since then but somehow
the memories and the feelings just come rushing back. 
im sitting here as the girl who is trying to find it in herself to forgive
him and herself for what happened. 
im sitting here as the girl who knows her decision to never regret was just,
for she moved on with her life and it is all starting to work out. 
im sitting here as the girl who is trying to help everyone around myself
with what little experience i have but trying to offer it. i don't want anyone
to feel the same way i once did but i want everyone to be as happy as i was also.
everything happens for a reason. lastly, i'm also the girl who ignored
the saying of you never know what you have until it's gone. mistake.
coming from someone who has been there when that one thing is taken
away from you there is a hole from where it used to be. never take for
granted what you have, really, i know you have heard that a thousand
times but have you ever really thought about it? i didn't, but now i do.
you never want to leave something and then realize later how much you
didn't appreciate it. even te little things. i'm not trying to lecture or tell
people what they have done wrong in their own lives
because everything has a reaction and a reason for it,
you just have to be patient enough to find the reason.

and the funny thing is i never thought this would happen
I spendt hundreds of nights crying over the guy who broke my heart,
wishing that he didn't mean what he said,
wishing that the reason he was with her was to get over me,
wishing that he still thought about me as much as i thought about him,
wishing that i could be with him again, wishing that it never happened.
funny thing is that everything i hoped was true, we were just both too stubborn to admit it. 
And now i'm laying here trying to figure out what has come of my life
and the only thing that i know for certain is ther we will be together soonenough.

can you feel real like you were
can you feel alive like i feel alive

The view from here is getting better with
-----you by my side-----

whenever we learn to take one step at a time
theres no need to rush
its like learning to f l y or falling in love
its gonna happen when its supposed to happen
when we find a reason why
one step at a time.

life is a game, play the game.

its your faith that makes you stronger


who said that it's better to have loved and lost
I wish that I had never loved at all.
----
boys like girls ----

People aren't meant to deal with change
they grasp everything thats consistant in their lives
they hold onto it so tight because everything around them
is changing and it all seems so crazy. but maybe change is a good
thing maybe it puts people in your life who are meant to be there and just
maybe they can be the one to help you through everything that is changing around you

Don'twriteyourselfoffyet.

&& from the outside she seems so perfect
but no one knows how she cries herself to sleep
everynight because of one single guy.

Hold on if you feel like letting go

Don't dwell on what might-have-been. letting go of a relationship involves recognizing that it was not meant to be & that you have set new goals & built new dreams. avoid having unrealistic expectations or hopes that you may get back together. or that he would change & perhaps become the person you want him to be or your problems will just get sorted out. realize that the relationship has run its course & it is time to let go.

I'm never going to be the other girl
after she was the one who did that to me
she ruined everything i had in my life
and doesn't even give a shit
if i am ever put into that posistion
i know i would never do that to another girl
because no one deserves that.

hate is jealousy.

I know it doesnt seem like it now but soon you
will realize that there was a reason for him to leave
your life, and when a better guy comes in. you will believe.

you are never going to cross the ocean
unless you have the courage to lose sight of the shore
-
christopher columbus

You don't get to choose how your going to die, or when
you can only decide how you're going to live, now

looking back I know I made the right decision
I was able to put myself in a posistion that made
me happy for once.  Everytime I tried to be happy
I knew you were in the back of my mind but I
knew I wasn't in the back of yours. That has to be
the worst feeling in the world.  As I had to watch
you be happy with some other girl, the one I was
terrified of you being with even when we were together.
And now I am forced to find out that right when everything
for me has been good, I found someone else to be
happy with you just walk back into my life.  I find that
everytime I wished you still thought about me and maybe
that the girl you were with was a rebound were all true.
I convinced myself that I was crazy and that it would
never happen again.  Then when all of these feelings
come rushing back there is nothing I can do.  I don't
want to get hurt again because I know you hurt me
last time but at the same time I don't want to not take
the chance and wonder what could have been.  If we
could be together again and everything I lost could be
brought back to me.  At the same time I have to think
about the one who I am with.  Maybe he is a rebound for me.
maybe I do actually like him.  Maybe I feel safe with him.
And I know I don't ever want to hurt him because I know
he doesn't deserve it.  I want both. And I know that
sounds so selfish because either way I hurt someone.
If I go back with him the new will be hurt.  If I wait
until my new relationship runs its course maybe 
he would have been tired of waiting ang
 will not be there and feel abandoned.  And If that
happens I will never be able to rest and overall hurt
myself.

don't convince yourself that its never going to get better
It will.
You will find someone better that doesn't even compare to him.

People break down into two groups when the experience something lucky. Group number one sees it as more than luck, more than coincidence. They see it as a sign, evidence, that there is someone up there, watching out for them. Group number two sees it as just pure luck. Just a happy turn of chance. Im sure that deep down, they feel that whatever happens, they're on their own. And that fills them with fear. Yeah, there are those people. But there's a whole lot of people in the Group number one. They're looking at a miracle. And deep down, they feel that whatever's going to happen, there will be someone there to help them. And that fills them with hope. See what you have to ask yourself is what kind of person are you? Are you the kind that sees signs, sees miracles? Or do you believe that people just get lucky? Or, look at the question this way: Is it possible that there are no coincidences?
-Signs.

Live so you don't have any regrets.
If you keep thinking about the past
you will never have a future.

and you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
or the moment of truth in your lies
( Iris ; Goo Goo Dolls )

There's a difference
in what we long for,
what we settle for,
and who we are meant for.

I'm not asking you to love me, not anymore. I'm
asking you to know I'll always love you, regardless
& to just ignore the sound of my voice and the tears
in my eyes, just stare at my smile;
whisper it looks real.

don't become the girl who is sitting there
hoping that he doesnt really mean what he said
and wishing things could be the same because they won't.
you can't let it bother you anymore, its done

If you love someone,and you break up,where does the love go?
love is energy. energy is neither created
nor destroyed but passed on. love gets transferred from one person
to another. itneverends

“I’m not allowed to fall in love," she
said.I’m not allowed to care this much.”
But when you're staying up late,
hoping
to God
he's tossing and turning, thinking
of you, it's too late already.

I guess they fell for each other
like they always knew they would.

don't let yourself be that person. you know,
maybe the best thing is to not talk to him for
awhile, & let him fall down & let himself pick himself back up.
[the hills]

What I know for sure is that what you give comes back to you.

i watched you change with the seasons.
i wrote you letters but i forgot to mention that
i'm a wreck, i'm a mess, you're a stranger

I'm messy and sarcastic. Jealous and vain.
And I'm standing here asking you to love me
for all i am. You've got a killer smile, & it's murdering me.

He remembers me at my best, because as he says every now and then, I'm the best thing he can remember.

isint it weird that
you can never hate the guy that hurt you
but you hate the girl he went for

The girls that you laugh with when you're happy.
Scream at when you're hyper. Hug when you're
depressed. Have long phone calls with. Group
e-mail almost every single day. Giggle with about
that boy. Shout sarcastic comments at. Cry with
when you're hurt. Eat with every single lunch. Just
absolutely love too much. Yeah, those are the ones
that make life, worth living.

those random kisses on my forehead
& the way you smile everytime you see me, they
mean the world to me

She says baby,
"It's 3 am I must be lonely."
When she says baby,
"Well I can't help but be scared of it all sometimes."

You know you're not supposed to walk on ice as thin as this, and not expect to fall through

This is how it works. You're young until you're not. You love until you don't. You try until you can't. You laugh until you cry. You cry until you laugh. And everyone must breathe until their dying breath

I really can't deny it.
I am who I am. I’m pretty normal.
I’m not that smooth type of girl.
I run into things. I trip.
I spill food.
I say stupid things &
I really don't have it all together

 

There's someone in her past that she hasn't gotten over yet. Each day is like the last & she misses what she can't forget. It's just an empty space where something used to be. Now she guards the gate, but she's lost the key so no one enters, but no one leaves.

I told you so, but you had to go. Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again.

 

I walk around the school hallways and look at the people. I look at the teachers and wonder why they're here. If they like their jobs. Or us. And I wonder how smart they were when they were fifteen. Not in a mean way. In a curious way. It's like looking at all the students and wondering who's had their heart broken that day, and how they are able to cope with having three quizzes and a book report due on top of that. Or wondering who did the heart breaking. And wondering why.

Even if he doesn't like me tomorrow, I know he loved me yesterday.

& you know you really love someone when you don't hate them for breaking your heart.

If the world were to end within the next ten minutes, you're the one i'd want to spend those minutes with.

You can't live your life for other people.
You've got to do what's right for you.
Even if it hurts some people you love.
[ The Notebook ]

 smile’s are too tempting
and hopes as good as lies
memories are pain
that lost their meaning over time.

you had me. you had me three months ago & you left. it has nothing to do with me, its about you. & its always about you : what you need & what you want. you know, it seems that you only want me when you cant have me. you like the chase & thats all. so you know what? you can have it.
-the o.c.

Am I the reason why you tossed & turned last night? Everything`s such a blur, it didn`t come out right. All of the sudden it`s cold & we`re falling apart. No this can`t be, please don`t leave me alone in the dark.

We live in a world where it`s easier to fake a smile & act like everything`s fine than to fall apart & cry & to have people ask you why. It`s just easier to explain why your happy than trying to sort through all the complicated reasons why your not, especially when you don`t know why the smile that you wear is fake.

The reason I can't move on is
because I have nothing to move on to;
I gave it all up for you.

I just want you to hug me one
more time, because the only thing in this
world that scares me is that I'll never
feel that safe ever again.

I am very interested and fascinated by how everyone loves each other,
but no one really likes each other.

The best feeling is listening to someone's heartbeat
& knowing that its beating for nobody, but you

I live in notes and photographs and everything.
I'm holding back but you're the words that weren't enough.
You remind me of a song I used to love.

Time may take away a moment, but memory will always bring it back.

You know he's something special
when no matter what kind of mood you're
in, he can always manage to make you smile.

you were the one that made me laugh, you were the one who made me smile, you were the one that made everything I did so much better but you`re also the one that just broke my heart

 It's a quarter past four, I packed my bags with

less things than we hold in conversation,

if that's even possible.

I wish it weren't true, the fact that

I could write this song and you can't speak a word.

 

so now i know how you feel. & i kinda know how i feel. i don't want to start things if they won't be finished, but i don't want to turn my back on what could be the best decision i ever made. so i just sit here, in awkward silence, trying to decide what to say, because i can never relive this moment again.

So it's safe to say we've been here before,
heart torn out and down for the count
and still coming back for more.
It's time to say enough is enough,
you would be so better off.
You love him, but tough
cause it's not coming back from him.
You can't win. Stop expecting change,
he's just a lost cause that you're waiting on.
Take a look around,
you could have anyone.
So leave undeserving him. It only hurts at first.
But then you will find someone to
give you everything you want.
Try not to go running back to him.

It feels like reckless driving when we're talking. It's fun while it lasts, and it's faster than walking but no one's going to sympathize when we crash. They'll say, "You hit what you head for, you get what you ask." And we'll say, "We didn't know, we didn't even try. One minute there was road beneath us, the next just sky."

When people laugh and ask me what I see in you,
I simply tell them, "Everything you don't.

It's 2am and we're out here on the road,

I wonder why I'm writing this.

I know that you are out and you're probably not at home,

or you're turning up the volume on your favorite dashboard song,

so you can sing along, pretending it's about you.

And all the guys will ask me to ask you how are you,

I'm sure that you are fine, but I cannot say the same,

I cannot say the same.

Let's fall in love when I get back home.

And for now, I'll sing like you're around.

It gets me through the day.

In life, we do things. Some, we wish we had never done and some we wish we could replay a million times, but they make us who we are and, in the end, they shape and detail us. If we were to reserve them, we wouldn't be the person we are today. So, just live. Make mistakes and have wonderful memories. But, never second guess who you are, where you've been and, most importantly, where you're going.

Love is such a strong word. When we were just little kids, we always thought love was just about hugs, kisses & happiness. But as we grow, we learn that it's not just about happiness, it's also about learning to accept rejections, tears, & heartbreaks. That's where I come to help you up, wipe those tears away, put your heart back to one when you're hurt from love. And when I say, "I love you", you'd better believe that I mean that with every fiber of my being.

I wanna be the girl he yells
out to in the hallway saying,
"I
love you babe."
Not caring who
hears it; but just cares if I do.

Since the first time he ran his finger through my hair
since the first time his hugs erased my pain and
since the first time his kisses took my breath away,
I knew there was no one else for me.

because the truth is that gossip's as good
as gospel in this town. you can save face
but you won't ever save your soul.

I got to tell you that I didn't see this coming. After two years, the surprises just keep coming. Everything you ever said never meant that you would stay.

Never in a million years did I think I'd find someone so utterly & completely perfect, someone who would make me happier than I ever dreamed I could be, someone that would touch my life so profoundly & just give me a whole new reason to breathe. But then I found you & realized that everything I anticipated you to be doesn't even compare to who you are.

Because lately, you make me weaker in the knees; and race through my veins, baby, every time you're close to me. Take me away to places I haven't seen; they say you've got a hold on me, and I won't disagree.

your tears fell hard when i left you in july.
your heart was completely mine, you loved me blind.
your face was always in my head.
you must have forgotten when you said,
"i'll never leave you, i'll never leave."
and i said, "good, cause you're all i'll ever need."

So here's to giving up.
Because it's the fastest road to healing,
even if it isn't exactly the smartest.

Well, your eyes are puffy.
Which, from experience, screams textbook crying eyes.
You have your hair up,
Which means you're probably not planning on impressing any boys today.
I'd say you're nursing a hell of a broken heart.
And not the school-girl crush kind.
You're dealing with the real thing.

I'm made up entirely of flaws,
And stitched together with good intentions.

Every girl should have one old love.
One that she can imagine going back to.
And one who reminds her of how far she's come.
Every girl should have a past juicy enough
that she's looking forward to retelling it to her grandkids.
Every girl should know when to try harder,
and when to walk away.

and why, by the way, does it seem that
half the time you didn't even know
 you were in love until you lost it?

"if someone were to harm my family
or a friend or someone i
love,
i would eat them.
i might end up in jail for
500 years,
but i would eat them"

-Johnny Depp <3

I'm such a sucker for those eyes.
They've got me permanently paralyzed.
You have my heart under attack.
You give me shivers down my back.

Do you have to walk the way you do?
I get weak just watching you.

i've been too busy with bad memories,
and i don't think i'll get over it.
to be honest i can't see how this could be fair.
i'm so alone but you seem to be just fine.

maybe I'm a little bit over my head
I come undone at the things he said
and he's so funny in his bright red shirt
we were all in love and we all got hurt

 

to live is the rarest thing
in the world. most people
exist-----thats all.

I would rather be hated for who I am than
loved for who im not.

So many people think that holding on
is the thing that makes you strong when
the truth is that what makes you stronger
is when you canletgo

Okay, I'll admit it,
I'm afraid of loving someone,
& I mean really loving them,
and those feelings are never returned.
That hurts, a lot.

Please don't say anything you don't mean.
Because they mean nothing to you
& everything to us.

Don't wait for a perfect moment,
nothings ever going to be.

22<3

1. true love is one in a million.
2. the past is there for a reason, not to regret,
so you can learn from it
3. you will eventually stop caring what everone
else thinks and just what the people who love
you think
4. friends and family are what matters most.
5. even when it feels like the world is over
its not.
6. no one can break you down but yourself
7. you really don't know what you have until
its gone
8. listen to people who have been through it
it turns out they know a lot more than you think
9. life goes on.
10. you have the lord to get you through
anything
11. the people you never expect to hurt you
will
12. you will learn to love the little things about
yourself.
13. no one is perfect and the people who pretend
to be arent.
14. never miss a chance to tell someone that
you love them
15. hate is jealousy. always.
16. time heals everything.
17. there will always be "that one guy" who
no matter how long its been you will have
feelings for.
18. if you believe in yourself you can do
anything.
19. there is always a story to why someone
is the way they are.
20. expect the unexpected.
21. everyone needs to cry.
22. one of the best feelings is having someone
you can be open with and trust with anything

Either say it or don't.
But if you think you're gonna regret it,
take the chance anyways.
You never know what the ending is.

hate is easy;
love takes courage.

Never take a person for granted.
Hold every person close to your heart
cause you might wake up one day & realize
that you’ve lost a DIAMOND while you were
too busy collecting stones.

when the world says, "Give up,"
hope whispers, "Try it one more time."

letting go doesnt mean giving up.
it just means accepting that
some
things
just werent meant to be.

Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about
how many people call you, and it's not about
who you've dated, are dating, or haven't
dated at all. It isn't about who you kissed,
what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes
you. It's not about your shoes or your hair
or the color of your skin or where you
live or go to school. In fact, it's not about your
grades, money, clothes, or colleges that
accept you or not. Life isn't about if you
have lots of friends, or if you are alone; and
it's not about how accepted or
unaccepted you are. Life just isn't about
that. But life is about who you love and
who you hurt. It's about how you feel
about yourself. It's about trust, happiness,
and compassion. It's about sticking up for
your friends, and replacing inner hate
with love in a way that would
never have been achieved otherwise.

Don’t send me mixed signals. I don’t like the confusion that it brings.
I’d rather have the honest truth even if it hurts, because then I won’t be
wasting my time depending on false hope to keep me hanging on.

All she wants to hear
is that you miss her
when she's not around.

maybe it's not about having the perfect life.
maybe it's about stringing together the small things,
&& making those count more.
-The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants
I

 wanted you to fight for me. I wanted you to say that
there was no one else you could ever be with, and that
you'd rather be alone than without me.

They say follow your heart,
but when your heart is in so many pieces,
which way are you to follow?

I don't miss you. Well, not who you've become.
I miss the boy I fell in love with, the one who
taught me to love life & never care about
what other people think. I miss the boy who
had lost so much, but was always ready for
what tomorrow brought. I miss the old you,
but he seems to have gone & I guess that's why I did too

Everything you do makes me smile.
Every second spent with you is worth
everything the world. Every time you
look at me with those eyes, you give
me that face and I can’t help but
smile. Even when you get mad you
can’t hide it. Every time I am sad
you always can tell if something is
wrong. Your soul is so free and you’re
so damn amazing. I can never stop
thinking about you.

Don’t waste your time….wait for
that boy that says your beautiful
instead of hot, the one that will
call you just to say tell you how
much he loves you, the one who
doesn’t care what his friends
thinks and shows u off even
when your in sweats and a tee,
and the one that just doesn’t
say how much he loves you but
shows it over and over even when
everyone knows.

You can't sit there and wait around
for the
perfect person they aren't
out there.  We are human. that
means that we arent all perfect.
we must learn to be able to love
an imperfectpersonperfectly.

a true friend is someone who can say
absolutely nothing to you

in a time of need & you feel

better just knowing.
they are beside you


 

And when we aren't together, I want to be the one he's missing.

I'm so tired of dancing around these big words.
I just want to be honest with you. But do you think we're ready for
that honesty? Because honesty is a big word and it
changes things, and it complicates things. Are you sure you're
ready for everything that goes along with telling the truth?


The real trouble with my sarcasm,
is that half the time when people think I'm being sarcastic,
I'm actually being quite sincere.

you're letting her think you're emotionally available.
you're letting her think she has a chance.
there is nothing worse in the world then thinking
you have a chance, when you really don't.

 

You're the best thing that's happened to me.
Don't make me regret saying that.

shes slipping, she knows it.
her insecurities are getting the better of her.
one more disappointment and
she knows she isn't going to make it.
so lets make a promise.
promise you wont break her,
and she promises not to fall

 

You cannot make anyone love you
all you can do is let yourself be loved.

He's annoying, He's hilarious,
He makes me yell, He drives me crazy,
He's out of his mind, and he's eveyrthing I want.

there are so many quotes out there that tell you what to do
and pointing out what should & shouldn't be.
but, just because someone says that, doesn't mean you should do
whatever it says. it's your choice whether you should or shouldn't
follow what the quote says. it can be inspiration, but if you
don't agree, it's nothing.

life changes every minute of every day. you lose friends.
you gain friends. you realize your friend wasn't ever really your friend,
& that person you used to hate can make a really good friend.
you look for love. you find love. you lose love.
you realize all long that you've been loved. you laugh.
you cry. you laugh so hard that you cry.
you do this, you do that. you really wish you hadn't done that.
you then learn from that & are glad that you did.
you have your ups. you have your downs.
you see good movies. you see bad movies.
you wonder if your life is just one big movie.
you look at others & wish you were them. you then realize who they are
& are glad that you're you. you love life. you hate life.
in the end you just find yourself happy to be living life,
no matter what's thrown at you.

If you actually had a life,
you'd stop talking about mine.

You don't know how often that
I find myself thinking about you.
It's not an obsession, it's just so
incredible how someone so far
away can have that affect on
you, that
you can touch my
heart in a way that only you do
.

I WAS FEELING TOTALLY OVER
HIM, I TOLD MYSELF IT WAS
JUST A STUPID CRUSH, BUT
THEN HE SMILED AT ME.

laughter is timeless. imagination has no age. & dreams are forever.

just because we don't say certain things
doesn't mean that we don't feel them.

she finally gave up.
She dropped the fake smile
as a tear ran down her cheek;
she whispered to herself
' I can't do this anymore. '

I have learned that almost all stereotypical
terms have meaning as you grow. Such as,
I love you but I'm not in love with you. I
understand. Jumbled words start to make
more sense like, as you fall I fall with you,
as you breath I breath with you. I understand.
Growing up could be possibly the hardest,
easiest, ugliest, most beautiful thing that
can happen to a person. I'm growing up.

oh boo hoo. you have a sob story.
we all have a sob story. don't think
you`re so special or different
just cause you’re hurting. cause
here’s a secret..we`re all hurting..

i want a boy---
who can wrestle with me
and let me win.
who i can talk to about
anything
who laughs at my jokes.
a boy who puts
my cold hands
in his warm hoodie pockets.
who lets me use his sweatshirt
for a pillow.
who buys me 25 cent rings,
and has
sticky hands.
who says i love you & means it.
who will kiss me in the rain,
in the sunshine, and in the snow.
whos calls unexpectedly.
who will have many inside jokes
with and me remember each one.
a boy who notices girls haircuts.
who realizes that girls say things
but dont always mean them.
 who i can go swimming with
on hot days.
who can tell me
his problems
and let me help.
who will listen to me talk--
about the new nail polish i got.
who will
bring me seashells
from the beach.
who will
let me beat him up
when i get angry.
who writes love letters to me,
but doesnt send them.
who draws pictures and slips them
gently into my locker slot.
who saves his genuine, big smiles for me.
a boy with deep eyes,
that can see through faces into depths.
who wears baseball hats and
lets me wear his too.
who gives me his t-shirt to change into
and not expect to get it back.
who knows my favorite color, song,
car, vegetable, perfume and
the color of my toothbrush.
a boy who will
shake my dads hand
and
look my mother in the eye.
who will call me by my full name--
first, middle and last.
a boy who will kiss me and
tell me im pretty.
a boy who will let me cry to him.
who will squeeze my hips just right.
who surprises me and
compliments
my manicure and plays with my hair.
who knows when i have a math test
or when i fail one.
a boy who smells like
he just stepped out of the shower.
who wears cologne that i can subtly
smell when im leaning on his shoulder.
who tells me i have a
nice laugh
and a smile that light up the room
and simply be mine to hold.

Don't ever let life put you down;
just know that you will always be you.
At some point you will change,
but
life is not going to do that for you.
You're gonna have to seek
& find out how that works,
but just don't let anyone stop you
from doing what you need to do.

Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful

If you love someone let them free, if they return
they were always yours and if they don't, they
never were

you know your in love when the hardest thing to do is
say goodbye

Anyone can make you smile
few can make you cry
but it takes a special person to
make you smile with tears in your eyes

Don't let what you can't do stop you
from doing something that you can

It is our choices that show who we are, far
more than our abilities

In three words I can sum up what I've learned
about life: it goes on.  - Robert Frost

It only takes a few seconds to open profound words on
those that you love, and it may take years to heal them.

Two people can look at the same thing and see it differently.

It is not enough to forgive another,
you must also be able to forgive yourself.

The image you see in yourself is responsible
for the way others see you

We come to love not by finding a perfect person
but by learning to love an imperfect person perfectly

DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY

when its dark enough you can see the stars.

sometimes you have to go through the pain to experience the joy

nothing is real until its gone

you don't need to prove anything to anyone,
as long as you can live with yourself thats all that matters

there is no reason to regret anything
because next time you will know exactaly what to do

no one has had a perfect relationship
in the past thats why they end.

you are going to make mistakes but what
you do after them is what actually matters

don't risk anything you arent willing to lose

true love can overpower everything.

love is like the wind. you cant see it but you can feel it.

Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous.
Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude
or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful

there is no reason to ever regret anything.
whatever happened was in the past.
theres nothing you can do to change it.
the only thing you can do is to learn from it.
and make sure that it will never happen again.

he still regrets it.
you were the best thing that has ever happened to him.
he was stupid and got mad and decided to end it.
he found some stupid whore to replace you for now.
but when he is not happy he will realize he needs you.
and that he messed up horribly.
so when he is the one to ask for you back.
after everything he put you through.
you can say i fucking told you so.

when you look me in the eyes
and tell you that you love me
everything is alright
when your right here by my side
when you look me in the eyes
i catch a glimpse of heaven
i find my paradise
when you look me in the eyes

What you want and what makes you happy arent always the same
what if the thing that you want isint the thing that makes you happy
but the thing that makes you happy isint the thing that you want.

everyone has the right to be happy
don't linger in the past because you
have the power to make your future
better than ever.

beeeeeest friends. never let anything get in the way of that
not drama. not boys. not stupid rumors.
through
it all
best friends forever.

be with the people who make you happy
life is too short to keep thinking about
the bad things

sing LOUD. have FUN. dance CRAZY.
dont ever care what they think.

Don't cry over someone who isint willing to cry over you.

you never know your in love until the minute it ends.

every relationship has its struggles
and its good times, but what makes
it perfect is when you want to be there
when things really suck.

not all guys are the same.
when you think you have figured
them out one of them does something
that truely shocks you.

if you used to be truely happy and now your not
then you should go back to the way things were
when you were truely happy

I think that everyone can change if the right person comes along.
And I think every girl wants to be the right person. Every girl
wants to be the one girl that can change that guy.

There is always that one guy you can never forget
the way you were around him was one in a million
and for some reason even though things are over
you couldnt picture yourself with anyone else

life is good i can't complain
i mean i could but no one is
listening

Anyone who tries to break you down is just trying to build them selves up.

never do anything you know you will regret

It don't make any difference to me
What the world thinks about us baby
Because in my heart I will always believe
That we were meant for eachother
Love through all of our problems
It dont make any difference to me.

I love the way you call me baby
and you take me the w a y  i  a m

You never realize what you have until its gone
and at that point it will never
come back to you

Never miss the chance to tell someone
close to you how much they mean to you

Find someone who you can be yourself in front of.
Someone who tells you that you are beautiful.
Someone who you can tell anything to.
Someone who tells you what you mean to them
Someone who you can fight with and at the end of the day
they will still tell you that they love you.

&& in the end it doesnt matter what everyone thinks
the only thing that is important is what you think of yourself.

Im sick and tired of not knowing if we will ever be together again.

It didnt take me long to realize that your the thing i need in my life
without you i cant talk or eat theres always a sick feeling in my stomach
that just wont go away but i know the only way i can make this go away is to
        somehow get you back intomylife

Everyone has their own burdens you dont have to dump them on someone else.

Owning your problems is half the battle.
eventually you are going to have to decide what is more important in your life.

there is never a way to know how you truely feel
i wonder everyday if things are going to ever be the same
and when i always think about you i cant help but remember
the last kiss we shared and the last time you locked eyes with me.

there has always been something there
ever since that short time when we had the same feelings
and now that then was so far away
for some reason lately thats all that i can think about
simple songs and days remind me of
w h a t   w e    h a d

i'll bet she's beautiful,
that girl he talks about
and she's got everything
that i have to live without.
- tear drops on my guitar by taylor swift.

let's kiss in the rain,
and let's hug when everyone is watching.
let's laugh under the stars,
and promise to be together forever.


let's start over. let's forget our problems.
let's put our past behind us and never
bring it up again. like they say,
we can't live in the past.
let's throw all of our problems away.
i'll give you my trust, if you give me yours.
let's fall in love the right way.


Soaring above the clouds
My heart pounding out loud
Having dreams of me and you
And how our love is forever true
Whenever I look into your eyes
All my fears die
For you are a dream come true
No one else compares to you.


All those little things she absolutely hates about you..
that make her all mad at you..
those are the things that make loving you so amazing..
cause I love you through it all. I wouldn't change you for the world


And everyday i'm losing hope.
And each minute that passes by
give me another reason to give up.


& he confessed:;
that when he grows up
he wanted to grow up with her.<3


& it sucks because i know he's out
there falling in & out of love
with girls that aren't me...
Dawson's Creek


another dead end street.
another love gone [ wrong ]
another shattered dream
always the same old song

But things just get so crazy,
living life gets hard to do
& i would gladly hit the road, get up & go
if i know that someday it would lead me back to you.


even in 10 years, 20 boys later
i'm still going to have something
for you. because some things,
never change.


everything was perfect.
we were happy as can be.
laughing, talking just like old times
then you remembered her
And forgot about me..

fuck the people who make others feel like shit. who hate on them for now reason. the ones that won't quit. the ones that lie to them, and break their hearts. who sit there and laugh when someone else's world is falling apart. they don't deserve it. although too many don't give a damn. they're trying their hardest, but they're just being them.


hate all you want...
but you can't break a girl
who thinks nothing of you.


he would ask me why i was smiling,
& i would just laugh because i could
never admit that for one second while
i was smiling i did it so that he would too

He`s the only one who`s got
enough of me to break my heart
He`s the song in the car
I keep singing, don't know why I do
He`s the time taken up,
but there`s never enough


Her heart is breaking as she's staring
at every single girl that walks by,
somehow thinking that they're all better than her.
& tonight, she'll lie awake & tear herself down,
cause that`s what she`s best at.
She`s just one of those girls that no matter
how many times she`s told,
never believes that she`s beautiful.


i believe in love, in arguing, in jamming out by yourself in the car. i believe in smiling until your cheeks hurt and laughing intil you cry. i believe in having someone tell you your beautiful, in dancing in the rain, and miracles. and i believe in second chances, even if you've completely messed up.


i don't care how far you are from me
or how long it's been since we've talked
i dont care how mad i got at you
or how mad you've been at me
you're still what matters most to me
and i will never be able to give that up.


I don't love him...
&& No, I will not swear to God on that.

.
i gotta keep believing
if i'm gonna get over you.
i gotta keep moving,
i've done all that i can do.
i gotta believe it,
& we both know the truth.
goodbye mr. beautiful,
you're someone i never knew.

i guess sometimes you have to grow apart
to keep growing together.

i just want to make it
through one day where
i wasn't wearing a fake smile &
pretending i am completely happy.

i meant what i said
& i said what i meant
I've got my girls' backs
one hundred percent.

i sometimes wish i could go back to when no one knew i liked him.
when my best friend didn't know, when he didn't know..
& when i didn't even know.


i wanna be the girl he's scared to lose.
the one where he can't walk away
from knowing shes mad at him
the one who cant fall aslepp without
her voice being the last one he hears;
the one he can't live without.


I'll help you up.
when life gets you down.
remember to smile & never frown.
live life crazy with no regrets -
never look back; but never forget.


I'll lay in bed tonight
starring at the ceiling
thinking of you
a tear will slowly roll down my face
I will try to forget the memories,
the laughs, the good times,
but it won't work this time
because I'm broken...badly broken.


it crushes me so bad
to know that i tried
my hardest to be
perfect for you, &
i still lost you...


i've got my heart set on you.
& that's not changing for anyone.

just blow the speakers.
we can sing like rock stars
& dance like we're famous.

just when you thought you
were the center of attention
[ - - we showed up - - ] (:


waste your time with your friends, live for the moment, laugh often, be immature. do anything and everything even if it's something you'll regret in the morning. sleep late, and when you wake up you can laugh about it with your friends - because friends are what matter most and when you have friends, you have everything.

life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass; its about getting out there and dancing in the rain.


when one door closes, another one opens; but sometimes we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the open one.


worrying is a waste of time; it doesn't change anything. it just messes with your mind and steals your happiness.

you know it's meant to be when even the times you can't stand him he's the only person on your mind.

"nothing makes a woman more beautiful than the belief that she is beautiful."
- sophia loren


life is the ability to feel so happy, you think your insides are going to explode. its being so upset or disappointed you feel as if your stomach just dropped ten feet out of place. its running so hard, you can barely breathe, its the feeling of panic when you know you've been caught doing something wrong. it's having that sudden rush before you kiss someone you care about. its openining your eyes and feeling them sting because you spend the whole night crying. its letting people go because new ones come in, and all the while realizing that life doesn't have a purpose unless you let it.

life comes without guarantee; except that smiling will brighten your face, laughing will enhance your eyes, and falling in love will change your life.


and you're gonna make mistakes; it's what you do after those mistakes is all that really matters.

i don't ever want to take you for granted. i don't ever want to forget what it was like before you or how it would be without you. i don't ever want to forget our first kiss or our last touch, or let a day go by without telling you how much you mean to me, how deeply i love you, & how much i need you. i don't ever wanna doubt the way i feel or how much happier i am because of you.


just be who you are, wait your turn, don't push, be beautiful, be gracefull, if your going to get angry, be angry behind closed doors. don't ever let them see you sweat but just hold your head up no matter what & dont ever let anyone stomp you out.

don't think too much, you'll think your entire life away. just close your eyes & follow your heart, & i promise it knows the way.


and i guess you're proof that when you let go of the past, something better comes in the future.


there's always going to be somebody who'll try to take your dignity and self-esteem. just never let them take your voice.

don't waste your time regretting all your wrongs. know that in the end, you'll get what your heart longs. try not to risk it all, don't stumble, don't fall, take the time to read the writings on the wall. hold your head high, don't be afraid to say goodbye. stay true and be you. do everything there is to do. live life to the fullest & never look back.

as i lay here wondering
why i just can't move on
like you did i can't help
but rember all of the things
you did that made me smile

VaLeNtInEs DaY
its just another
hallmark holiday
that reminds you
that your single

Your beautiful your beautiful its true
i saw your face in a crowded place
and i don't know what to do because
ill never be with you <333

b o y y can't you just give her a chance
y o u chase after another girl
w h e n she was waiting for you there
a l l along

im tripping inwards 
you've got my head spinning
i don't know where to go from here
-you and me

The greatest thing you'll ever learn
is to love and be loved in return

you can tell everybody that this is your song
it may be quite simplbe but now that its done
i hope you don't mind that i put down in words
how wounderful life is now your in the world

i don't know how it comes to my mind
i thought it was over i thought that i was fine
ive loved other people after you but for some
reason your the only one that i feel like there is
still something there and that there is hope

running from myself until
you give me a reason for
s t a n d i n g    s t i l l

I just want to stay here forever
time could just stop the world
would stop spinning and we
would be together forever

everyone needs to cry.
it always makes you feel
better no matter what
the situation but what
is best is when you can
cry infront of someone
and not worry what they
think about you

i never had a dream come true
till the day that i found you and
even though i pretend that i've
moved on you'll always be my baby
i never found the words to say i
think about you each day

yesterday is all that fills my mind

 

you can't let everyone control who you love
listen to what you soul tells you it knows what
is right for you not the people around you
if you know that you love someone then you
should never let anyone tell you not to.

I've got every reason to find someone new.
Cause you've sworn up and down on me
that I've seen the last of you.
 
if your love could be caged, honey, I would hold the key and conceal it under the pot of lies you handed me.
And you'd hunt, those lies would be all you'd ever find.
 
I don't know why i'm not falling apart like I usually do; and the thought of you isn't killing me.
 
 
Forgive, sounds good.
Forget, I'm not sure I could.
They say, time heals everything;
I'm still waiting.
 
It's a sad, sad story when a mother will teach her daughter that she should hate a perfect stranger.
 
 
All I'm ready to do is have some fun.
What's all this talk about love?
 
 
It feels like I'm starting to care.
 
She needs wide open spaces;
Room to make her big mistakes.
 
Could you cry a little? Lie just a little? Pretend that you're feeling just a little more pain. I gave, now i'm wanting something in return.
So cry just a little for me.
 
 
 
I still wait for the phone in the middle of the night; thinking you might call me if your dreams don't turn out right.
 
If these are life's lessons;
She'll take this test.
 
There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me.
The way that it was and could have been surrounds me;
I'll never get over you walking away.
 
 
 
and if you're wandering when you're going to hear from me;
well take a real good look around boy and it wont be hard to see.
 
 
 
 
I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show;
and I thought that being strong meant never losing your self control.
but  I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain, to hell with this pride;
let it fall like rain from my eyes.
tonight, I want to cry.
 
 
 
She's a wild one with an angel's face.
 
 
 
They tell her life is hard;
and she says 'that's alright.'
 
 
Tell me what I have to do tonight;
Cause I would do anything to make it right.
Let's be us again.
 
 
baby, please release me; we both know that you don't need me.
 
Sorry for the way I lost my head; I don't know why I said the things I said.
 
 
You'll take a hallmark to my door; they always said it better than you.
 
 
Don't you worry about me, I'm feeling sorry for you;
and when I sleep tonight, atleast I'll know my love was true.
Baby, I'm better than you.
 
Here I stand. With everything to lose. And all I know is I don't ever want to see the end.
 
 
I've got a memory of you I carry in my soul. I wrap it close around me when the nights get cold.
 
 
I just feel it's time to move on.
 
 
If you ask me how I'm doing; I'd say just fine. But the truth is baby, if you could read my mind-
not a day goes by that I don't think of you.
 
 
I breathe in, and breathe out.
I put one foot in front of the other.
I take one day at a time,
Until you find that I'm that someone you can't live without.
 
I'm letting you go, I'm loving myself.
 
To some degree I still regret my memory for keeping you around.
 
 
 
I feel bad that I can stand here strong, cold as stone, it seems so wrong.
maybe its just i've cried so much, i'm tired and im numb- baby I hate it.
 
 
 
I can let myself be angry over wasted time. I almost wish my heart was breaking;
but i can't lie. all i want to do is turn the page.
 
am i only an option?
 
If I had, just one tear running down your cheek.
Maybe, I could cope. Maybe I'd get some sleep.
If i had just one moment at your expense;
maybe all my misery would be well spent.
 
 
I took the hour glass and left the sand;
now you've got time on your hands.
 
 There is nothing left for you to break;;
 
When he said he didn't love her anymore, she let herself go.
 
its about doing one thing, and make sure you do it wrong.
its about giving in to your deepest desire; and setting the whole damn world on fire.
 
your chance came and went a long time ago baby.
 
 
Things are burning hot now baby, too hot to hold. And now I see your love was burning cold.
 
 
No more trying to get you back.
And no more crying over what I thought we had.
When I said i need you, and that I was all alone;
Yeah, good old compassionate you, you slammed down the phone.
 
 
you think you know it all and when it does happen to you
you will never be more confused
 
 
I've dealt with my ghosts and faced all my demons; finally content with a past I regret.
I've found refined strength in your moments of weakness; for once I'm at peace with myself.
 
 
I'm moving on, at last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me.
There comes a time in every ones life where all you can see is the years passing by
and i have made up my mind that those days are gone.
 
 
You don't like me; you just like the chase.So you know what? You can have it.
 
 
 
To some degree I still regret my memory for keeping you around.
 
 
I don't want to see you anymore. I'm just not that strong.
I love it when you're here, but I am better when you're gone.
 sunny days seem to hurt the most;
 
 
I'm going to tell you something you don't want to hear.
You never listen when I talk; Maybe you'll listen when I walk.
 
 
i see your smile; i see your face;
i hear your laughter in the rain;
 
 
I'm not ready to make nice;
I'm not ready to back down.
I'm still mad as hell, and I don't have time to go round and round.
Its too late to make it right; probably wouldn't if I could.
 
 
 somebody wake me up; I swear i must be dreaming.
 
 
Bang Bang;
On the bathroom floor.
You say you can't take it anymore.
I say lets even out the score.
 
 
I still cant believe you're gone;
its not  fair you died too young.
like a story that had just begun.
but death tore the pages all away.
god knows how i miss you,
and all the hell that i've gone through
 just knowing that no one could take your place.
 
 
I've never met someone quite like you;
sorry for what I've done, and put you through.
 
 
She moves over and slides her hand in mine;
the wheel slips and we cross the double lines.
we were together that night when it all went wrong.
heavens coming.
 
 
Don't cry tonight.
I know that it will be alright.
You're still with me.
 
 
It seems it's been forever since I've felt this way
 
 
I gave you one last minute of my time, in this mess I left behind.
 
I remember when you were mine. I think that is what hurts the most.
 
 
Now I'm older, still lonely but you're by my side
I can't help but get choked up; break down and cry.
held your last breath in my hands but i let it go.
god forgive me.
 
 
but you acted just like a child;; neurotic.
 
 
 Forgiveness is where it begins.
 You have none, and I am wearing thin;
 cause something's got to give
 
Nothing is going to save me, I see it in your eyes.
 
 
It's going to hurt bad before it gets better.
 
 
 
my intentions were never to harm you;
you thought you found the one,
but I was just a false alarm.
I'm never half of what you are.
 
What went wrong can be forgiven
 
 
There is nothing left for me to figure out.
 
 
I'm not complaining,
I'm just sick of blaming myself.
 
 
You always run to see if i chase;
so I stand back and let it blow up in my face
i hate these games.
 
 
Sometimes I wake up crying at night;
and sometimes I scream out your name.
What right does she have to take you away,
when for so long you were mine.
 
I feel like I've wasted my time.
 
You acted like you're so surprised.
What else could I possibly say,
you had it coming anyway.
 
Say you will, say you might,
but please don't say goodbye tonight.
 
 
I can't find a reason to let go
Even though you've found a new love
and she is what your dreams are made of.
 
It sure hits me hard; now that you're gone.
 
Please tell me she's not real.
 
&&all of her friends try to convince her
that hes not good enough
but for some reason she just won't
g i v e   u p
 
hes heard to read one day his
friend may something that makes
you think but then the other he
could be flat out mean you never
know what he feels but you just
keep holding on because you
never want to miss the chance
that you two have of being
together
 

I talk to you like you're nothing special
while deep down inside, i know you are.

 

No one can make me laugh,
make me cry, make me smile,
or drive me mad like he does.
It's like a curse that is the cure,
better or worse, one thing's
for sure..this is real love. &
I don't know what I'd do if I
lost it.

 

True love doesn't have a happy ending,
true love never ends.

 

D0 Y0U THiNK iT'S P0SSiBLE T0 L0VE S0ME0NE Y0UR ENTiRE LiFE & NEVER REALiZE iT?
CUZ I THINK ITS MORE THEN A CRUSH BOY

 

and all i need to know

is that if im something

you've been missing

 

S0METiMESz i just wanna

fastforward 20 years. try to get

past this drama & all of these TEARS

 

 

0f course i like the whole

single - party - fun thing ;;

but sometimes i wouldn't mind the whole

hugging - holding hands - i'm his girl kinda thing.

 

 

L0VE iS 0NLY A CHAPTER
iN A »GUY'S LiFE BUT iN A
GiRLS, iTS A WH0LE B0OK

 

 

 "of course i like you .. it's because
i like you i dont want to be with you
its a |( complicated emotion .. "
-- FiNDiNG NEM0

 

& finally when everything youu want is
basically handed to youu
it`sz almost as if you`re afraid to take it

 

its funny when you do something right
no one remembers .. but when you do ;
something wrong
-N0 0NE EVA F0RGETS

you always called me an angel, but in reality,
you were the angel. you were my angel when
I was about to jump from this world to the
unknown..you were the only thing holding me back
+ Laur

I miss how we used to hold each other on
the couch, watching movies. Holding each
other like we'd never let go, like we needed
nothing else in the world but each other.
But now I let go, & the one thing I needed
in this world isn't mine anymore. It feels
like my life is going to dissolve into nothing.
I have nothing without you.

I try to be strong, & I try to let go,
but I can`t. I can`t just leave that much
of my life, my heart behind like that.

At times I may upset you, sometimes I'll make you mad.
Sometimes my words will wound you, at times I'll make you sad.
But you'll never find another girl, that loves you more than me,
I love you with all my heart & soul..for all eternity

we`re the girls who took on the world
& don`t worry about the past. we laughed
& cried & said some goodbyes but we
live
each day like it was our last. we party hard
& we kiss slow. we laugh loud as we steal
the show. looking back on my life there`s
nothing i regret i still live for the nights
i won`t remember with the friends i`ll never forget.

I`m smiling & laughing with all my friends,
then I notice you. As my smile quickly fades,
I wonder if you can really tell what I`m feeling.
I wonder if deep down hidden beneath my smiles,
you can see my broken heart. I wonder if maybe
you`re feeling the same way.

It finally hit me. Saying I was losing the feelings for him,
that I was going to walk away this time; it was all a cover up.
I love him more than ever & I'm not ready to walk away.
I'm not ready to let go.. I`ll never be ready to let go.

we're growing tired of wating and wishing
and throwing our coins down to the fountain.

just so you know,
you made my day when you
memorized my favorite song,
and sang it to me because
i was feeling down.

you can't live your life for other people
you've got to do what's right for you
even if it hurts some people you love.
[ The Notebook ]

i hope your life leads you back to my door
oh but if it doesn't, stay beautiful

old folks sitting in a front porch swing,
holding hands like they were sixteen.
fifty good years;; they were a lover`s dream.

and for the first time in a while
when she walked into schooool
on a monday morning, youuuu
could see, from the look in her
eyes and the smile on her face,
that she was gonna be okaaaay.

it's weird how you go from
being strangers, to being friends,
to being more than friends,
to being
practicaly strangers again

Never let success get to your head.
Never let failure get to your heart.

Silly little girl.
Did you honestly believe,
that it would work out?

you think i'm okay and i'm fine,
no really, i'm hurting inside

IF LOVE IS A DRUG
i guess we're all sober.

I've learned that time can heal your wounds,
but the reminder of a scar will stay
+ A New Found Glory

So this is odd,
the painful realization that
has all gone wrong
+ Dashboard ;; The Briliant Dance

& all that she left for me
was only a memory.
+ Less Than Jake

Kindness in words creates confidence.
Kindness in thinking creates profoundness.
Kindness in giving creates love.
+ Chinese proverb

There's a little truth in every
[ j u s t k i d d i n g ]
There's a little curiousity in every
[ j u s t w o n d e r i n g ]
There's a little knowledge in
every
[ I d o n ' t k n o w ]
There's a little emotion in every
[ I d o n ' t c a r e ]

 

"What we know of other people
is only our memory of the moments
during which we knew them.
They have changed since then and
at every meeting we are meeting a stranger."
-- T.S. Eliot
 
"maybe the only way to keep someone is to let them go."
- That 70's Show
 
"High school is an interesting time in your
life because you're trying to act older and mature
but you really have no idea what you're doing.
You're scared and it's okay to be scared.
It's okay to not know
completely what you want or
what you should be doing and to stumble a little bit."

--Milo Ventimiglia
 
"Imperfection is beauty,
madness is genius.
And it's better to be
absolutely ridiculous
than absolutely boring."
-- Marilyn Monroe
 
"As you go through life you'll see there is so
much that we don't understand. & the only
thing we know is things don't always go the
way we planned."
[Lion King]
 
 
 
"Oh say, does that star-spangled banner yet wave
over the
Land of the Free and the Home of the Brave."
 
"Normal's boring...
Normal's overrated...
Normal's not why you love me."
-- Logan Hunztberger (Gilmore Girls)
 
"Life does not cease to be funny when people die anymore than it ceases to be serious when people laugh."
- George Bernard Shaw
 
"Don't be afraid of change.
You may lose something good,
but you just might gain something even better."
 

don’t risk anything you aren’t willing to lose.
- boy meets world -

"Having A Dream Doesn't Make You Smart,
But Knowing It Won't Come True Does "
(The O.C.)

Don't be afraid of the dark. Only when
it's dark can you see the stars.

who knows, maybe one day
we'll be perfect for each
other
- - The O.C. *

i can think of a million reasons
why we shouldn't be
together
but you know what?
i don't care...
- - Guess Who

Every day people are straying away from the church and going back to God. 
-Lenny Bruce 

my summer love never came, but i`m
desperately wishing for a
A U T U M N x R O M A N C E

throughout a girl`s life, she`ll kiss alot of guys .. and i promise you
she`ll forget almost half of them. she`ll remember a few, but there
will always be that one guy, that one moment, that she`ll
remember
for the rest of her life. you were that one guy, that one kiss, that
0NE MOMENT <3

i'm the type of girl that can be
so hurt but can still
look at you
& smile. the type of girl who is
willing to brighten your day
even if i cant brighten my own.

i remember it clearly, the first
day i saw him. i don't think i knew it then,
but i guess i was falling in love..

Sometimes I still can't believe that
you were mine, even for a little while.

You can't go back, only remember.
Remembering how you used to be,
how your relationship used to be,
how you felt before you had to say goodbye,
how the things you both said replay in your mind.

He had dark hair & that bad boy
attitude; the kind of attitude that
anyone who cared to look twice,
could see right through. The thing was,
nobody ever cared to look twice;
nobody until me.

I thought it would always be
the same; I thought I would
always love you. But now that
I'm sitting here talking to you
again, it seems like I've never
met you in my life.

When did my smile become so fake?
When did my happiness begin to
fade away?
When did i become so worthless?
When was it exactly that i started to break?

You're the kind of guy who makes me throw
my head back and let out a real laugh, because when I
'm with you, nothing else matters.

nobody knows that I still
fall asleep thinking about you.

I hide a broken heart
behind a
laughing face.
& even though I said
I'm over you, no one will
ever take your place.

Your picture is up on my wall. It's not even a good
picture of you. I've seen better looking boys,
but there's just something about that smile on your
face that makes my eyes fill with tears. I've always loved that smile.

We will scream loud at the top of our lungs, they'll
think its just cause were young. We'll feel so alive.

Contrary to what the cynics say, distance is not for
the fearful
...it's for the bold. It's for
those who are willing to spend a lot of time
alone in exchange for a little time with the
one they love. It's for those knowing a
good thing when they see it,
even if they don't see it nearly enough.

You start out life with a clean slate then you
begin to make your mark. You face decisions,
make choices. You keep moving forward,
but eventually there comes a time
where you look back over where
you've been and wonder who you really are.

The most exciting attractions are between two opposites that never meet.
--Andy Warhol

It's too much. I'm numb and I'm tired.
Too much has happened today.
I feel as if I'd been out in a pounding
rain for 48 hours without an
umbrella or a coat.
I'm soaked to the skin in emotion.

It's cold tonight, the leaves scattered
on the ground. I miss the seasons, and the comfort of your smile.

i love you. i love you not because you're adorable
or because you're sweet, or because you're my
best friend. i love you because you make me step
outside myself & look at who i really am. you
make me want to be a better person, just because
you are who you are. i can tell you absolutely
everything, & i know you will listen. and you're one
of my best friends. but i will keep all of this to
myself because i love you, but you do not love me.
i wish that i could make you love me, but i cannot.
that is why these words will be forever lost in my
memories never to be spoken aloud: i love you

 

the world is gonna throw us a million
reasons why this isnt gonna workout
between us     but im armed with one
reason why it will - - -the notebook©

 

   Cause these are the days worth living
          These are the y e a r s we're given
And these are the moments, these are the times
         Let's make the best out of our lives

 im here without baby but your
still on my lonely mind i think
about you baby and your still
with me in my dreams

everything happens for reason
Sometimes things fall apart
JUST SO OTHER THiNGS CAN FALL TOGETHER
but in the end, whats meant to be;;                                                                                    
will always find its way.

take chances a lot of them because no
matter where you end up and with who
it always ends up the way it should be

maybe it is true maybe
we dont know what we
have until w've lost it
but maybe its also true
that we dont know what
 were missing until we
f    i    n    d        i    t 

 the only person you need in your life ;; is the one
who proves to you  ;; he  needs you  in  his ;;

 

 && that's what people do they leap and
hope to God they can fly because
otherwise you just drop like a
rock wondering the whole way
down why in the world did I
jump? But here I am falling
and the only one that makes me feel
like I can fly... is you.

 

we're all looking for answers. we all
want to understand who we are.
but sometimes we want to know so badly
that we believe just about anything

god gave us two eyes, two ears, two arms,
two legs, two feet, two hands, but he only
gave us one heart you know why
because he gave the other one to someone
else and its  your job to find it

in a perfect world, there would be no mirrors.
cause every girl would have a perfect guy to tell
her that she looks beautiful.<3

We will only be at peace
 when the power of
love
 conquers the love of power.

I've learned that goodbyes will always hurt,
pictures never replace having been there,
 memories good or bad will always bring tears,
and words can never replace feelings.

If I were a tear in your eye
and you were to cry,
 I'd roll of you cheek and die in your lap,
 but if you were a tear in my eye,
I'd never cry for the fear of losing you.

I'm 99.9% sure he doesn't like me

But its that .1% that keeps me holding on..

 

so maybe people think were crazy but as long as were having fun

w e    d o n t    c a r e    w h a t    t h e y    t h i n k

 

i'm not afraid of heights; i'm afraid of
falling. i'm not scared of the dark; i'm
scared of what's in it. i'm not afraid to
love; i'm afraid of not being loved back.

love is when  you tell a guy

that you like his shirt  &  he
wears  it  everyday           <3

 

 

There will be two dates on your tombstone.
Everyone will read them.
But the only thing that matters is the little dash between them.

you`ve got to learn to lie
to make everyone happy.
and you`re going to have to cry
to make it on your own

she's done dropping hints.
try & figure it out yourself,
pretty boy.

It`s okay that you`re with her.
I want you to know that it`s okay
i`m happy for both of you
& maybe that doesn`t mean anything to you
but it means a lot to me, it means
that for the first time, I`m not selfish,
I have put someone elses happiness
Your
happiness, above my own.

 

It seems like the simplest concept ;; just push
them all away & you`ll never get hurt. However,
the simplest is not always the most effective.
Someday, somebody`s going to f
ind their way in
& then they`re going to leave you on your knees.

do what you want.
if you want to break the heart of someone who
cares about you
more than anything for someone who couldn`t care less, do it.
if you wanna have sex with someone who
you don`t love
& if you wanna break your own heart when she leaves, do it.
but don`t come running back to me when you realize i was right.


Hold my hand
Brush the hair off of my face
Whisper in my ear
Hug me
when i`m cold
Offer me your jacket
I don`t care how you do it,
just show me that you care


eventually you realize that life sucks, love
isn`t always real, & happiness is only
for a
limited time. you learn who your real friends are.
you learn how to act like you don`t care. but
then you begin to see that life doesn`t suck,
you`re just too depressed to realize that it`s
amazing. you see that love isn`t always real,
it`s always true. you see that happiness is limited,
cause then love kicks in, a different form of
happiness. & you learn who your real friends are
cause the old ones were too crappy to be with you.
& you finally see that you act like you don`t care
only to show people that you do
.

I think it happens to everyone when they grow up..
you find out who you are & what you want, & then
you realize that people you've known forever don`t
see things the way you do. & so you
keep the
wonderful memories, but find yourself moving on.
It`s perfectly normal.

it sucks when your mood
& your outfit don’t match
I miss him ;; all the time..I miss him.
It`s not waves, it`s constant. All the time.
-» Grey`s Anatomy

 

Most wounds run deeper than we can imagine.
You can`t see them with the naked eye.
& then there are the wounds that take us by surprise.
The truth with any kind of wound, or disease is
to dig down & find the real source of the injury..
& once you`ve found it ; try like hell to heal that sucker.
-» Grey`s Anatomy

he gets her out of bed in the morning
drags her to school
pulls her through her classes
brightens up her day
& he doesn't even know he does it

 

she’s got beautiful green eyes, gorgeous brunette.
a waist size that’ll make you jealous, and she doesn’t
believe in rubbing it in your face.
she’s classy, unlike other girls.
she knows herself and she knows she’s not perfect
but she spends her time having fun,
and that’s what makes her better
.

Someday you're going to meet someone
who drives you mad, who you're going to fight
with and laugh with. Someone who you'll do
insane things for. Someone who is going to
turn your life upside down.


Never mind. Forget it. They're just memories
on a page inside of a spiral notebook.
You can say I changed and I can say
fuck you.
You never knew me to begin with.
i
'm nowhere near perfect
.


i eat when im bored.
i fall for boys too easily
i'm vulnerable to believing lies
i'm hoping that one day i don't need a fake smile
i live by quotes that explain exactly what i'm going through
i make up excuses for everything
i have best friends and enemies
i have drama and memories
& i forget why im still here sometimes

you have no idea.

In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life; it goes on.
--Robert Frost

were just stupid girls who fall in love way too easily,
laugh way too hard, act like complete * dumbasses *
make our lives more *dramatic* than they should be,
talk way too much shit and would be *completely*
lost without each other.

Why am I still standing here
letting you crush me inside?
Why do I still care after
all the tears I’ve cried.
And I really don’t understand
why I’m fighting to keep you
mine;; but it must mean something
that I don’t want to give you up.


SHESAID; "don't take pictures.
it's one in the morning.
i don't look good right now."
HESAID; "you're not wearing
any makeup, are you?"
SHESAID; "nope. i'm not."
HESAID; "you've never looked better."

 

tonight i'm letting go of
all my inhibitions.
nothing's stopping me now.
i'm getting what i want.
and i want you.

i could hang out with you
for hours on end
and you know i wouldn't
get bored.

 

tell me i'm everything you've been looking for.
oh, and don't forget to mean it.

GIRL: i don't know if i'll ever get over you.
BOY: well that doesn't matter because
i'll never give you the opportunity to.
i'm always going to be here.

Dumb is not knowing, but ditzy is having the courage to ask
-Jessica Simpson

i`m not perfect..
my hair doesn't always stay in place
i spill things a lot and im really clumsy
but when i think about it + take a step
back i realize how truely amazing my
life is and that maybe i like being so
imperfect <3


 

When you trip && fall a friend would help
you up, but a best friend would fall to the ground cracking up and say
walk much stupid?

There will be two dates on your tombstone.
Everyone will read them.
But the only thing that matters is the little dash between them.

you`ve got to learn to lie
to make everyone happy.
and you`re going to have to cry
to make it on your own

she's done dropping hints.
try & figure it out yourself,
pretty boy.

It`s okay that you`re with her.
I want you to know that it`s okay
i`m happy for both of you
& maybe that doesn`t mean anything to you
but it means a lot to me, it means
that for the first time, I`m not selfish,
I have put someone elses happiness
Your
happiness, above my own.

 

It seems like the simplest concept ;; just push
them all away & you`ll never get hurt. However,
the simplest is not always the most effective.
Someday, somebody`s going to f
ind their way in
& then they`re going to leave you on your knees.

do what you want.
if you want to break the heart of someone who
cares about you
more than anything for someone who couldn`t care less, do it.
if you wanna have sex with someone who
you don`t love
& if you wanna break your own heart when she leaves, do it.
but don`t come running back to me when you realize i was right.


Hold my hand
Brush the hair off of my face
Whisper in my ear
Hug me
when i`m cold
Offer me your jacket
I don`t care how you do it,
just show me that you care
eventually you realize that life sucks, love
isn`t always real, & happiness is only for a
limited time. you learn who your real friends are.
you learn how to act like you don`t care. but
then you begin to see that life doesn`t suck,
you`re just too depressed to realize that it`s
amazing. you see that love isn`t always real,
it`s always true. you see that happiness is limited,
cause then love kicks in, a different form of
happiness. & you learn who your real friends are
cause the old ones were too crappy to be with you.
& you finally see that you act like you don`t care
only to show people that you do.

I think it happens to everyone when they grow up..
you find out who you are & what you want, & then
you realize that people you've known forever don`t
see things the way you do. & so you
keep the
wonderful memories, but find yourself moving on.
It`s perfectly normal.

it sucks when your mood
& your outfit don’t match
I miss him ;; all the time..I miss him.
It`s not waves, it`s constant. All the time.
-» Grey`s Anatomy

 

Most wounds run deeper than we can imagine. You can`t see them with the naked eye. & then there are the wounds that take us by surprise. The truth with any kind of wound, or disease is to dig down & find the real source of the injury..& once you`ve found it ; try like hell to heal that sucker.
-» Grey`s Anatomy

he gets her out of bed in the morning
drags her to school
pulls her through her classes
brightens up her day
& he doesn't even know he does it

 

she’s got beautiful green eyes, gorgeous brunette.
a waist size that’ll make you jealous, and she doesn’t
believe in rubbing it in your face.
she’s classy, unlike other girls.
she knows herself and she knows she’s not perfect
but she spends her time having fun,
and that’s what makes her better
.

Someday you're going to meet someone
who drives you mad, who you're going to fight
with and laugh with. Someone who you'll do
insane things for. Someone who is going to
turn your life upside down.
Never mind. Forget it. They're just memories on a page inside of a spiral notebook.
You can say I changed and I can say fuck you. You never knew me to begin with.
i'm nowhere near perfect.

were just stupid girls who fall in love way too easily,
laugh way too hard, act like complete * dumbasses *
make our lives more *dramatic* than they should be,
talk way too much shit and would be *completely*
lost without each other.

Why am I still standing here
letting you crush me inside?
Why do I still care after
all the tears I’ve cried.
And I really don’t understand
why I’m fighting to keep you
mine;; but it must mean something
that I don’t want to give you up.


SHESAID; "don't take pictures.
it's one in the morning.
i don't look good right now."
HESAID; "you're not wearing
any makeup, are you?"
SHESAID; "nope. i'm not."
HESAID; "you've never looked better."

 

tonight i'm letting go of
all my inhibitions.
nothing's stopping me now.
i'm getting what i want.
and i want you.

i could hang out with you
for hours on end
and you know i wouldn't
get bored.

 

tell me i'm everything you've been looking for.
oh, and don't forget to mean it.

GIRL: i don't know if i'll ever get over you.
BOY: well that doesn't matter because
i'll never give you the opportunity to.
i'm always going to be here.

Dumb is not knowing, but ditzy is having the courage to ask
-Jessica Simpson

i`m not perfect..
my hair doesn't always stay in place
i spill things a lot and im really clumsy
but when i think about it + take a step
back i realize how truely amazing my
life is and that maybe i like being so
imperfect <3

Dory: Hey there, Mr. Grumpy Gills. When life gets you down do you wanna know what you've gotta do?
Marlin: No I don't wanna know.
Dory: [singing] Just keep swimming. Just keep swimming. Just keep swimming, swimming, swimming. What do we do? We swim, swim.
Marlin: Dory, no singing.
Dory: [continuing] Ha, ha, ha, ha, ho. I love to swim. When you want to swim you want to swim.
Marlin: Now I'm stuck with that song... Now it's in my head.
Dory: Sorry.
-Finding Nemo

When you trip && fall a friend would help you up, but a best friend would fall to the ground cracking up and say
walk much stupid?

&& all she wants to hear are those 3 words

 

I don't have a clue why
people say 'friends before love'
because when it comes to my friends..
Well.. that's the strongest love there is.

 what if you broke up with me?
I don't care anymore. Try and humiliate me.
I'm not over it yet.. but I'm getting there.
&& one day when you're sitting there
laughing
with your friends about me. I'll be over you and
then you'll be the one feeling stupid, not me.

 

With friendship, it doesn't matter
how long you've known them, or
how many fights you've been in.
All that matters is who said they'd
be there in the end, and who proved it.


Remember: be yourself.
Speak your mind. Live your life.
The people who matter won't care
and the people who care don't matter♥


as you go through life you'll see there is so much
more
that we dont understand & the only thing we
know is things dont always go the way we
planned
++ The Lion King

i'd give up everything to hear you tell me "i love you"

but i know it'll never happen, so why waste everything? </3


Sometimes I just wish he would walk up and
Kiss me without a care in the world.


Its like you try so hard to be
everything he wants you to be
only to face his rejection.


and i wanna be the girl that saves him.
the one that he'd be absolutely lost without.
i wanna be the one who makes his life worth living.


life is an awful, ugly place not to have a best friend


You give me something no else can;
the feeling of butterflies in my stomach
and my heart skipping beats.. &&
for the first time in my life, im sure about
something, and that something is you.


you can't describe the feeling to anyone..
not even your best friends. because the rush
that you get around him is more than
anyone could ever explain


Our code of friendship ;;
partying before studying
& friends before love.



she's the type of girl that can be
so hurt but can still look at you
&& smile. the type of girl who is
willing to brighten your day
even if she can't brighten her own.


when you love someone
there's nothing you can do.
you can no longer control your
heart,
-- it controls [ y o u ]

If you want to be with her then go ahead.
I'm not stopping you. I'm not breaking my heart over this.
I'm sick with the lies you told me.
I'm tired of trying to make you love me. Someday you're gunna see.
But, then again someday ; someone else is going be with me.

such a young girl..she would never do anything bad..
yeah, well, that's at least what all of her friends think.
but that boy knows a completely different side of her.

You think you know who your true friends are? wait till high school & see who's there for you when your ex boyfriend spreads rumors about you. Think you'll never do drugs? Wait till it's right there in front of you & all your "friends" are doing it. Think your tough? Wait till you say the wrong thing to the wrong person-see who backs down first. Think you're smart? Wait till you have an English paper, science project, history test & a 10 minute monologue due tomorrow cause you were absent for 1 day. Think you're cool? wait till you're the only one who doesn't make the sports team, see how cool you are then. you think you're popular? Wait till your parents can't afford the new Hollister jeans everyone has. Think you'll never fall in love? Wait till a guy looks deep in your eyes & says he loves you. Think you'll never get your heart broken? wait till that same guy who said he loved you is holding another girl behind your back. Think you won't have sex? Wait till the guy you think you love says it'll make you closer. Think "nothing's going to happen to you"? Yea wait till you're sitting in a jail cell, wondering how you got caught. Think that you're always going to be your own individual? Well wait till one morning when you look in the mirror & you're just like everybody else

If it's your time to love, love will track you down like a cruise missle.
If you say "No! I don't want it right now,"
that's when you get it for sure.
Love will make a way out of no way.
Love is any exploding cigar which we willingly smoke
You'd think after all this time; I'd be over you. I actually was..but then,
like you promised, we were together again for a while..& everything came rushing back ;; the memories, the kisses, the fun ;; & I just fell, all over again..

sometimes you just feel everything & nothing all at once,
sometimes you'll find yourself smiling while missing
something at the same time, at times you can absolutely love a person,
all the while wanting to hate them, life comes without guarantees,
except that smiling will brighten your face,
laughing will enhance your eyes, & falling in love will change your life
..

Why don't you try being the one who has to
wonder why all the people that she
loves don't love her back. -» Dawson's Creek «-

I need you more then I have ever needed anyone
or anything in my whole life but you don't need me
& when the day comes that you do
I'm not sure that I will admit to needing you too

Life is 10 percent what you make it & 90 percent how you take it.

I don't want you back. You're only the best I ever had. It may take some time for me to pass you by & look you in the eye. & I can't take it so I run away & hide. & I may
find in time that you were always right.

they walk everywhere together
they talk online and at school
24/7
the call each other
hang out with just themselves
but all they are is just friends

 

that's what true love really is
its not this fairy tale that never knows pain,
but it's two souls facing it together
and dimishing it with unconditional love
-one tree hill

the best friends are the ones that push you
in a wheelchair down the street,
while you're in a hippie costume with a rainbow umbrella.
the ones that you spend hours together
throwing popcorn up in the air and
trying to catch it in your mouth.
the ones you stay up until 2 in the morning
with eating cheez its and playing boardgames with.
the ones that you hula hoop
in your driveway with in the rain.
the ones that have always been there,
the ones that never leave your side <3

 

Smile, even if you aren't happy,
because if you wear a smile on your face
it just might spread to your heart.

I would like to be the air
that inhabits you for a moment only.
I would like to be that
unnoticed
& that necessary.

it was time to go home,
to go home without eachother.
i said i love you, he said the same.
i said call me when you miss me,
he smiled and
kissed me.
i walked towards my car,
and my phone rang.

promise, just a promise is all i need.
promise me you'll never hurt me.
promise me you'll always think i'm pretty.
promise me whenever someone says my name,
you'll smile.
promise me you'll never break me.

it's getting pretty chilly out here
i might need you to hold me.
but then i might be cold more often...
would that work for you?

and her lips, groping for his,
swept over his face and he held her fast
in a rapture of surprise.

i kept that poem you wrote me
it was tiny and didn't even
rhyme
but that few words that made sense
stole my heart and stopped time

So grab my hand a little tighter,
and don't be afraid to move a little closer.



in a perfect world, there would be
no need
for mirrors, becuase every girl would have
a guy to tell them they are beautiful <3



we spend our whole lives searching for all the
thing's we think we want, never really knowing
what we really have.



Tell her you love her.
Chances are she'll say the same back.



here's a dollar...
go buy yourself originality.



i lied to him, straight to his face. i
coulnd't
bare to tell him that he is the only thing i
need and that i love him with all of
my heart



love is like an
earthquake
unpredictable, a little scary
but when the hard part is over
you realize how truly lucky you are



and she starves herself to be
pretty
to look like what everyone thinks they should
but, all those magazines are wrong
they don't know the first thing about " real "
<3


appreciate the good times
but dont take the worst for granted
you only get so many second chances
we've been through a lot,
we've definatley fought.
we've never been apart . . .
only in distance;; but not
heart.
when you mess with my girls,
you mess with me too.
so take a hint && get a clue,
that we're too good for
you.



Topanga: Somebody has to find a way out.
Eric: Fine. I'll do it. I'm the oldest.
Jack: Actually, I'm the oldest.
Eric: Yeah, but I've lived the longest.



she could write a forty-chaper novel
about every little thing she loves about him,
& never get tired of reading it.

no matter how much time goes by,
you will never forget the first time
he looked at you,
& how you fell in love.



girl: what do you want to be when you grow up?
boy:
your husband.



i still remember the first time i saw him,
i swear, i almost fell.



he was something worth tripping over
i just didn't know i would fall
so hard



He whispers, "lets go", and grabs for her arm
His hand slides down & before she realizes;;
They're linking fingers. Tonight she'll stay awake
Overanalyzing who grabbed who's hand first
The confusion never ends.



I'm you're typical girl. I cry at sad parts in a movie
. I like dressing in a million different styles, & yes,
on occasion, I show too much skin. I like every
type of music, even if I won't admit to people that
I do. I trust very few people, but try & like everyone
. I tell everyone how much I hate school, but I
appreciate my education. I eat junk food when I'm
bored, hungry, or anytime in between. When I'm out
with my friends, I go to the bathroom in those cliche
groups, & talk about the boys I'm with. Somewhere
in that group of boys is that one special guy. It's
that boy, who every girl has. It's that boy who makes
you shake & act like a dork. He makes you forget
what you want to say, & make your words come
out slurred. & even though he has your heart,
you're not sure you want to change that.

tell her shes amazing.. promise her you will
'kiss her in the rain. walk with her holding
hands. talk with her late at night. tickle her,
'&& then kiss her. just kiss her. she loves
the feel of your lips. hold her .. make her
feel safe. let her run and jump into your
arms. watch girly movies with her. and
wen she starts crying .. cry with her. tell
her shes perfect 'for you. just tell her you
love her. she needs to hear that

everyone believed
we would never be
look at us baby
look at us nowpractice
makes
perfect
too much makes a whore

there is something different
about how he looks at her

we're meant to be ;;
everyone knows it..
but you..

her voice became his passion.
his love became her obsession.
it was sweet but dangerous.
just how she wanted it <3.
& i swear;
i`ll know your face in the crowd.
& i`ll hear your voice so
loud
when you`re whispering.

she holds it all; in as she walks down
the long hallway, as they all stop & give
her sympathetic looks.. but she
doesn't
want sympathy; SHE WANTS OUT

she's done dropping hints.
try & figure it out yourself,
pretty boy. <3

I don't mind spending some time
Just hanging here with you
Cuz I don't find too many guys
That treat me like you do

I've got a huge mouth & an
even bigger buddy list.
--The OCi'll kill to remember.
you'll drink to forget.

i believe in payback.
letting people screw you over
is just lazy & uncreative.

& because of you, she'll never
think that she's good enough.

you have no idea how hard it is to
pretend that i'm okay with it.

and you say love hurts you too ?
but when did you ever cry yourself
to sleep, because of me not
caring enough ?

And I never wanna say goodbye
But babe, you make it hard to be faithful

sometimes, whispering is okay. but, maybe
you'd feel better if you'd sceamed today.

your personality is as fake
as your coach purse hun ..

It's almost like you
had it planned, its like
you took my hand
and said, "hey, I'm about
to screw you over big time."

don't look back. live like
tomorrow is only a maybe. dance
and kiss in the rain. take silly
pictures, be happy for what you
have, and don't be upset over
what you don't. -live your life-

and i bet you've got every word i said
memorized in your head and you'll use
    every one of them against me

 don't flatter yourself sweetheart
do you have to make this so hard?

 Do I seem familiar, i've crossed you in hallways
a thousand times, no more camouflage
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.

you.can't.fight.fate.
            whatever happens, happens

Please Remember.
LiFE GOES ON.

10.To the world you may be one person,
but to one person you may be the world.

 they didn't know, but inside
she was heartbroken

bestfriends are the people in life
who laugh when you fall, tell you when your dumb
but love when your down.

this ones for the girls
who've never had a broken hearts
who wished upon a shooting star
your beautiful the way you are.

 be a fruit loop,
in a world of cheerio's

 she was a slut
S-someone
L-loved
U-until
T-tragedies

 she was an innocent child
until someone called her a slut
now she's a guilty whore
because of what you said to her.
YOU ruined her life
now she'll ruin yours by being a homewrecker
and when you get pissed at her
remember that this is your fault. NOT HERS!

 People talk about me
I talk about people
...we're all guilty, get over itt...

 Some of Gods greatest gifts,
are unanswered prayers.

 don't cry because it's over
smile because it happened

don't miss out on what's happening
right now, just b/c you're waiting for
something better to come along.
you can't live in the future.

&& a life without love, is like a year without summer

&& a life without love, is no life at all

 sometimes i wish you hated me.
i really do. maybe then i wouldn't have to
sit here everyday being your bestfriend &&
knowing that i can't have you.

 love isn't a maybe thing
you know when you love someone

 love isn't about finding the perfect person
its about learning to see an inperfect person, PERFECTLY

oh i can only be myself
i'm sorry thats hell for you

confidence is the inner voice that
says your becoming what
your capable of being

The real judgeof a mans
character is what he would do if he
knew he would never get caught

It is one of the blessings
of old friends that you can afford
to be stupid with them

When in doubt, make a fool of yourself.
There is a microscopically thin line between
being brilliantly creative and acting like
the most gigantic idiot on earth.
So what the hell, leap

This feeling`s taking control of me. I love you, I love you, I LOVE YOU. and baby you know I do.


I wanna know what love is. I want you to show me.


i knew i loved you before i met you, i think i dreamed you into life.


I loveD you. Until you left.


There's nothing more to ask for with you by my side.


You don`t know how it feels to be so inlove with someone who doesn`t even know.


I know things that are not meant for me. i learned to let go, but it does not mean that I'm weak. I'm just showing how strong i am to fight the urge of wanting something I'm not supposed to have.


Remind me how it felt to be so inlove.


Those three words are said too often, too much. But still, they aren`t enough.


I`d collapse to the grass, with your
notes ringing in my head. Let the rain fill my mouth
and in a couple of hours, i'll be dead but all the while,
my lips are whistling our tune.


time is always on my side. i thought i`d give it to you tonight.


[[from all the crazy pictures;;]]
[[to the hilarious recordings on cell phones]]
[[from fighting over hott guys]]
[[to pairing up the perfect couples]]
[[from laughing until we literally cry or pee or pants]]
[[to being there for each other when we really do cry]]
[[::best friends forever;;]]


since the first time he ran his fingers through my hair;
since the first time his hugs eased my pain;
& since the first time his kisses took my breath away;
i knew there was no one else for me


he has the most adorable eyes you could ever fall for and the cutest smile that takes your breath away. he has the ability to make you laugh everytime he speaks and whenever you look into his eyes, it's so hard to turn away <3


when people don't laugh at our jokes, i don't think of
it as a " you had to be there " thing; just more like a
" you have to be mentally retarded like us " kinda thing.

goofy pictures and crazy times.
sisters at heart & partners in crime.

Best friends,
 You fight. I fight.
You hurt.  I hurt.
You cry.  I cry.
You jump off a bridge;
I'll get a paddle boat &&
save your retarded butt

 
& its like this--she was my best friend
i still love her to death, and i'd help her
out with anything.. but things aren't the same
anymore, and i miss it more than anything

i feel like i owe you

- E V E R Y T H I N G -

because you were there when i had

- N O T H I N G -


I wanna be the reason why you wake up every morning with a smile on your face.


As we grow older, things must change,
but they don't always have to end.
Even though it is different now,
you will always be my friend


Laughing so hard we practically cry,
sitting home bored until we basically die,
cracking jokes about the psychos we know,
causing some drama wherever we go,
where there's one of us the other can
usually be found.
I just can't imagine
what I'd do without you around



I`m his girl `cause he appreciates H E R F E C T I O N.


If I know I can`t have you, WHY do i still love you?

I can just laugh and laugh, but no one`ll ever know that i`m faking it.


The music fills the space and it takes the pain away.

Sometimes, I can`t take the pain, that I just hide inside my room, I bury myself in my pillows,
scream out loud from the top of my lungs and try to deny that I still love you.
I`d give away all my tomorrows just for one yesterday with you.

My heart still prays, but my mind just laughs.

I don`t wanna pretend to be inlove. Everytime I stare into your eyes, I wanna know that it`s real.

I gave you all my time, my space, my sleepless nights, showed you my newest clothes, cut my hair off for you, kissed you in the movies, hugged you hella tight every night, but still, you left.


I dont wanna see you tonight, so i can keep from going insane

every second that you kiss me goodbye, i`m missing you already.

i want a man who i can go crazy with, and no matter how retarded he may think i am,
H E ` L L STiLL L O V E ME.

When you came to find me, I felt like the queen of the world.


I love you like a FAT kid in a spandex.

All the world and all of its power can`t keep your love away from me tonight.

Take my hand and we`ll make it - i swear

I wanna hold you, touch you, love you like it`s my very last moment in time.

You`re the only thing that makes me wanna live.

You only live once, so live laugh and L O V E.

Let`s dance in style, let`s dance for awhile.

Everytime we touch, I feel your static and everytime we kiss, i feel i can fly.

Maybe my heart didn`t skip a beat,
and maybe the twinkle in my eye was just the sun reflecting,
and maybe the feeling in my stomach was just not having enough for breakfast,
and
maybe i thought it was love

When will I find my heart lying inside the arms that never lets me go?


Falling In Love.
Hearing Your Favorite Song on the Radio.
Lying in Bed Listening to The Rain Outside.
Milkshakes.Bubble Baths. Giggling.
Long Convo Late at Night. The Beach.
Running Through Sprinklers.
Laughing At an Inside Joke.
Laughing at Yourself.
Laughing so Hard Your Stomach Hurts.
Laughing for absolutely NO reason At All.
Just Plain Laughing. <3.
Being Told You Are Beautiful.
Friends.
Accidentally Overhearing Someone Say Something Nice About You.
Waking Up and Realizing You Have A Few More Hours To Sleep
First Kisses
Making New Friends or Spending Time With Old Ones.
Playing With a Puppy.
Sweet Dreams. Hot Chocolate. Chocolate Chip Cookies.
Holding Hands with Someone You Care About.
Watching a Sunset. Knowing that Somebody Misses You.
Getting a Hug from someone you care about deeply.
Knowing You've Done The Right Thing, No Matter What People Think.
Being in The Arms of the One You Love.
Getting All Pretty
Walking In The Rain.Dancing in The Rain. Kissing in the Rain.
Receiving Roses. Being in the Snow.
Eating IceCream. Crying to a Chick Flick.
Going to the Movies.
Making a Fool Of Yourself
&
Not Caring Cause You Are Having Too Much Fun.
Fridays. Saying I Love You. Hearing I Love You.
Cuddling. Pictures that remind you of good memories.
Good Memories That You Think Back To & Start To Smile. <3.








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